Friday, July 29, 2005

:'(

Last night was definitely a very long night for me. Mom and dad talk to me about Syafiq. They don't agree that Syafiq and I should start a relationship. They said that somehow the differences of our religion is the barrier to our relationship, moreover I'm too young to commit myself to only one person as I a world to explore. There is alot of people that I havent met.
My parents are so worried for me that they already think far ahead for me, like marriage.
They told me their biggest fear is to see their only daughter to convert into Islam. Yes, I know how they feel bout this but what can I do? I like Syafiq very much, more than a friend to be exact. Mom and dad compared me to a butterfly, saying that when I convert, my wings will be tied up and I will loose out a lot. Come to think of it, it's true. What will I get in return after converting? Why do I have to come across such scenarios?
I spent the whole night crying and thinking bout it. After all the thinking I still havent come out with a decision... I'm too depress to write on. I guess I will have to continue some other day.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

HaP-Piey_HoO-Ly-DaE

Yippie... I just finish class and guess what? Next week is my mid-term break...Woo hoo!...
But... i got a feeling that i will not enjoy this break as i have a lot of ASS-IGNMENT to do.
Syafiq's birthday is coming soon and i still dont know what to get him. *sigh* I only bought a bottle of perfume (Of A Man) from Body Shop for him.
I thought of making something for him, sounds more sincere. Well, will think bout that later.
Hmm, so far my i find my first term very challenging, especially in design fundamental class. I'm always worried that my assignments that I've completed will get rejected. My art work are my blood and sweat! I guess all FCM students fear the rejection of their art work. Fortunately, all my artwork is excepted..none of it has been rejected(finger's crossed!)...so proud of myself. Anyway got to stop. Have to unpack my stuff right now because daddy's gonna bring me home today! Just can't wait to go home!
^(oO)^

I'm Back!

It's been months since i post in my blog. I was always so busy till I don't even have time to spare for myself. I miss alot of stuff and regret for not jotting it down coz i know as i grow i will tend to forget most of them. I think my last post was in march 2005, right before i attended my national service in Gombak. So many memorable things happen to me dring this few months. So I guess i'm back and I will make it a point to write and post all the ups and downs in my life in this blog. Right now I'm in the Faculty of creative Multimedia in Multimedia university at Cyberjaya. I don't want to miss life in university, so I will go on blogging. Hopefully when i'm gone, some one will find this one day, and that some one will know about the special things in the life of an average gurl(that's me).