What a trip...*sigh*

Today, (30/8) my MDF class had planned a trip to visit the National Art Gallery and the Craft Complex in K.L. i have to write an essay on one of the paintings in the gallery. I find the art gallery quite an interesting place as there are a lot of picture that captured my attention. i was snapping pictures here and there. so happening and so fun. after lunch we went to the craft complex. it totally sucked till the lecturers were so bored of that place. they left earlier than what it is planned in the schedule. aishah and i walked to klcc(very near!) to have sushi and shop a lil'. i just cant take it, lepaking around the craft complex. simply bored!

Anyway, i took alot of pictures, interesting pictures....its hard to believe it myself but i did have loads of fun.

Today is the eve of my country's independent's day and im sitting here writing this damn blog. well, every year its kinda happening but not this year.kinda lonely though. actualli the person that i wish to go out with and speand time with is currently not available...hah! not available...he cant come out for a reason and i realli understandd why. well maybe next time lor!

I have so many assignments to complete. all will due next week. damn....im loaded with so many assignments!!!
Now im really feeling the pressure as a FCM student! well, can complaint as i have made my own decision on coming to MMU and taking up this subject. I will work hard for it, dowana disappoint my daddy.

....there is nothing seem to be in my head right now. i think i lost my brain...hmmm, where did it go huh? i have to stop now coz my mind is blank and i have to go look for my baby brain!....

Room Wonderland

I came back to the campus last nite and when i went into my room, both of my roomates greeted me and all of a sudden i felt that the room that i was living in is quite spacious. I told that to the both of them, then i did a lil vacumming then carlyn started to clean a lil, then shyyi. soon, b4 anywan knew what we were doing, the whole room was upside down. we were doing SPRING CLEANING...oh my gawd, cleaning and vacumming at 12.30am? Crazee roomies!

When we're done cleaning the room, we felt so much satisfaction and we promise to clean the room again, together. they realli cheered me up and made my day. i did not had a good day, mom n dad were scolding n grumbling bout justin and i in the car, on the way to cyberjaya. its so unbelievable that when i clean the room, i actualli forgot about what hurtful stuff daddy had said to me.

here, i just wana shout out thank u to my dearest room mate, carlyn and shyyi! muaxx~

ChEcK-iT-oUt

http://10.100.99.201/

check out that site, its very very cool. this is what i do during my spare time here in the campus. well, not only me, all MMU students are like that! hehe~

AEDES - a night to remember

Last night was fantastic! It's my big night, the performance night. My group and i performed well, everything was in order and sequence and most important of all, we are satisfied and our hard work are paid off well! We got a lot of supporters around (and i get quite a lot of compliment, haha) plus, i have to really thank my classmate from (group 3&4) for supporting me till the end of the show. i was the worst dancers around but the gave me full support and boost up my confidence. Before the show had started, Syafiq call and he sent me lots of love and kisses also all the lucks in the world. While i was performig i realli felt that i have all the luck in the world. I feel so lucky coz i have a bunch of wacko friends,silly room mates and a supportive boyfriend(i love u,muaxx).

After performance we had this lil band to play for us and then one of our MDF lecturer, Mr Ramlan, put on a wig and took the guitar and started playing. It was such a big shock to all the FCM's student. He was the last person on my mind that would dare to go up on stage to jam. Well he definitely made the crowd go buzzing wild. I never felt that feeling (in the concert) for quite some time. It was definitely a night not to forget!

After the show, I went for a drink with shiew woei, jason, kit, iris and hui bing. when i reach my hostel around 1.30am, my room mates were so hyperactive, for what reason i really dont know. they pull me out of the room and we woke our next door neighbour to take a picure of us.... it was so crazy...but i have to say that the bond between me and my room mates are getting stronger day by day. i really dont want to imagine next year as we all will move out and not get to b room mates anymore.

Bottom line is that all my MMU friends rocks and i always love u guys...and thank u!

Practice Makes Perfect

I just came back from dance practice for my Alpha Nite. Will u just look at the time now... it's past 2.30am. Before this i have to admit that i dance like a vegetable but as i go on practising i realise that i've improve. well, believe it or not, practice does make perfect. i'm not gonna give up and i will work myself till the end. oh my gawd....i'm so tired and exhausted and i havent take my dinner. i thought of taking my dinner after rehersal but i didnt know it will take so long. anyway i got to sleep so tomorrow i have the energy to reherse again. i better go to bed if not my cayang will break my neck for staying up so late.
.....to be continue.....

Lost and Trapt in Between Time

dear diary,
right now at this moment of my life, i feel lost...very lost...i felt like im trapt in between..especially in making the most important decision in my life. i wont be mentioning it as i find it way too sensitive because it involve religions.
i really dont know and i dont think so anyone can help me on this. its been a very very long time since i experience the feeling of being lost. nothing is really in my mind right now and time is passing by me so, so fast.
there was once, some one ask me, if i were to be given a power what would it be? my answer was to read other people's mind and feelings, but not now. now i think what matter most to me is time. i wish i could turn back time and if i could stop and freeze time that would be better. greedy me...asking for so much when i cant even sacrifice a bit!
written by: LOST.

Longest 5 minutes ever!

Today i was so nervous... not nervous about my math quiz in the morning but im just worried bout my eng presentation after math class. i didnt do well in my math quiz, i know as i was just thinking and rephrasing all the words of my presentation in my mind. Butterflies was in my tummy(i didnt mean to eat them)...hehe, i was the fourth presenter and my hand was obviously shaking. Before i started, on of my friend offer to help me record my voice on my hp recorder. I started of well, but a little shakey then i was so comfortable with my audiences and my lecturer. they were giving me full support. The 5 minutes of my presentation felt like it was 5 hours. it's just unbelievable. After class i collected my marks from Miss Zaiha and guess what? I scored 100 %. The remarks was that i had a very clear opening, good rapport with the audiences, interesting topic & delivered interestingly too and finally i have good visual aid. so to all of u out there, here is some tips for u. if u wana score like me for a presentation, u should have all the above. all the best!

Busy...busy week!

This week is a very hectic and busy week for me. I'm just planning my week and filling in all my schedule, suddenly i just can't take it anymore. I need a break, so i took a little time to post a blog. While planning my week and tasks, i can't believe myself. Morever i'm too nervous and stress as i have a presentation this thirsday for english and i am the MC for the FCM Night on friday. I have stage fright and i guess i have to overcome it, sooner or later. I have 2 test coming, computer graphics on monday and mathemathics on thursday. Other than tests, I have to complete my computer graphic tutorial ( i have two assignments for it), English portfolio and chapter 10 and chapter 12, math exercise, media appreciation(research on our local broadcasting studio) and....... LOTS MORE. so far this is what i have planned for my schedule....oh, and monday and wednesday i have rehersal for the FCM Night. Wow...life has never been this hectic.... I think i got to stop before my brain explode and my eyes all pop out! Got to get some stress-free pill from Aishah tomorrow.

bright and sunny

wow...the haze had gone so fast...it was on critical last nite and today the weather is so nice..No more haze and no more holiday(*sobs*) well its good coz i feel less depressed and much happier plus i dun have to suffocate in the bad weather. yeaterday i did manicure and it turn out to be SO NICE AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love my finger nails soooooooooooo muuuuucchhh!!!!!!!! Muaxx! (crazee adi)

Hazy holiday

Yesterday when I was in drawing class, Mr Gouth J. announce holiday for MMU cyberjaya till monday due to the bad haze. how nice(*sarcasticly of course*)...
this is not good. not getting any better. i heard there's hailstorm last night in shah alam, i never seen one and would really loved to witness 1.
Anyway i promised Mr Tajali to go for drawing class this morning but i didn't make it. I slept realli late last night coz my roomies are on their computers till 5.30 am in the morning. Lately i've been getting a lot of nightmares too.
Eeee...so scary! Sobs...

I'm in Polluted-ville!

Today i woke up feeling really miserable... I didnt sleep well last night. The dust mite on the bed have been biting me through out the night. Argh, very frustrated. *munch munch* Actualli I'm having my breakfast now. Eating biscuits n milo. Wednesday mornings are the best coz class will only start at 11am and i will be able to wake up in time to breathe in the fresh air and feel the cooling morning breeze on my skin... but not today. the haze in cyberjaya has worsen. there is so many bush fire around here. oh no...almost forgot, i got to download my media appreciation assignment. ciao!

Bad Weather = Bad Health

Yesterday I was down with a very high fever, then eventually i got better this morning(without taking any medication), and thanks to the bad weather, i got fever again. not onli fever, i had difficulties in breathing and also bad allergy attack. Stupid bush fire in sumatra and cyberjaya. i was just thinking bout singapore suddenly. why must the wind carry the smoke and haze from sumatra to malaysia?...blow it to singapore lah... since their air is so clean. well, when the air is pollutes then the singaporeans can take the oppurtunities to smoke. hehe...let the desperate smokers there enjoy life once in while.
anyway got to go...*sneeze*.. buh bye!

Shopping Spree

What a day... Shop and shop and shop...
Haha...I went to sg wang today with my godmom n my mom and bought quite a lot os stuff! I must say that I'm a silent shopaholic. Coz normally i dont show it and most of the times i'll save my money then when it comes to shopping day, I'll spend it all! *yawn*

Holiday again...

holiday! holiday! haha, sumtimes i feel very happy when it comes to holiday but on the other hand, not! why? u ask? well, I'VE PUT ON WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This happen every holiday.. doesn't matter what holiday, whether is it mid term, long break, school holiday, the sultan's birthday....arghh... my grandma, god mother and my mom will definitely cook n bake my favourite food. they will feed me as if i havent eaten for ages!
then my dad n my god father will bring me for hi-tea n buffet. is not that i'm complaining because i have food to eat...NO... definitely not...i know that i am very blessed and lucky but i realli put on a lot of weight. it's so hard for me to loose weight u know. i went for ns n i lost a lil weight n staying in MMU's campus made me lost even more and suddenly came home for mid-term break(less than a week) i've put on 1 kg! I swear that no chocolates and ice-cream for the next whole month! gee....