Disconnected!

I havent went online for past 3 days.... the feeling its just so undescribable. i felt that i have lost contact with the world. i can't eat or sleep well, my mood was so unpredictable! i cant chat, blog, surf the net or even get my assignments done... ppl says u will never appreciate things till u've lost it, and i believe so... now i know the importance of the internet and realli glad that we have such technology to get us connected esp now when im studying in a Multimedia University. *sigh*

Mood Swing

Lately i have very very bad mood swings... it's worst than the weather! Suddenly stormy than eventualli it will turn sunny.. then snowwy then rainny...u know...u get what i mean...i have mood swings... i've been picking up fights with syafiq, alot...
poor guy...i felt very guilty... mabe i'm about to get my period la... it's like late for 1 week d.. damn.. not in d mood for anything rite now. *swing swing again!*

anyway b4 i stop writing, there is this blog that i came across last nite and i find it damn interesting..but a lil no-brainer. it would be more interesting if u know some chinese...keke, if ur so bored and got ntg better to do (like me) then u should visit www.rockson.blogspot.com ...... i laughed my ass off!

Crazee In Lurve

Every date with Syafiq darling is very interesting, he always come out with new ideas of dating and he will always spice hings up. Our relationship has never had a comma or a full stop to it. He is one adventurest guy and very very original! He might be lame and a lil' sakai-stick sometimes, or he might be hamsap n psycho, but the bottom line is, HE IS HE! and i love who he is from the bottom of my heart! .All i can say is that i will never get bored going out with him, in a million berzillion years...

Last friday, we went out together and did some crazy stuff together! I was craving for this strawberry jelly ice cream which i normally won't... don't get me wrong, i wasn't pregnant (haha, god knows what ur thinking bout!). anyway, we went to Alamanda in Putrajaya to search for that iced lolly. well, to my surprise...they sell 5in a pack, they don't do individual!!! what??!! i was about to forget bout eating the ice cream. Syafiq darling suggested that we buy the whole pack and eat it all! EAT IT ALL? i will end up looking like a baby elephant! haha, he didnt mind. so we did bought the whole pack. we settled down at a bench in the mall and start eating. there's a family who is sitting right opposite of us. they were watching us eating the ice cream...one after another! they looked at us as if we ate a whole damn cow! *giggles* that was fun!

Later, we were walking around jacking and teasing each other like usual, i dun know what topic were we talking bout (may be shampoo or so) suddenly he shouted to a malay lady infront of us, "Kak, dia tak mandi!!!" pointing at me. The lady turned back and looked at me! oh my...u got no idea how embarresed i was... haha, but it was really fun. Syafiq darling is really one of a kind.

What A Crazy Night !!!

urgh, im super duper extremely 100% confirm and so sure that i'm tired and exhausted! i just came back from "pak tor-ing" with syafiq.

well, gotto tell u that i only slept at 4.30 am this morning. Last night was great and it was really a night to remember!
Last night, i felt a lil different as i usually spend my thursday night at home and not in the hostel. after surfing the net and chatted for a few hours after dinner, i got bored. so i decided to go up stairs to yi sin's room on the 5th floor(kacau her la) and then proceed to iris's room, which is also on the same floor.

after a few minutes when i got into yi sin's room, iris drop by and three of us planned to watch spongebob square pants,the movie. we all swicth off the lights and i realli laugh my ass of during the show. some scene is unlogic and mostly they exegerate alot! i mean a lot...well, what do u expect, it's CARTOON. anyways, through out the cartoon, only iris and i laugh like mad cows, yi sin feel asleep. so as soon as the show ended, iris and i left yi sin's room (dowanna disturb her)...by then it was like 3am or so. iris said she wanted to walk me back to my room (how sweet of her). we chatted a lil' and we actualli find something in common (like wise she has a very wild imagination) and things that we can talk about. she read good books (da vinci's code by dan brown)) and i find her a very interesting person, she see things in a very different way and very educated not like some ppl i know who read books but they don't know what they are reading bout. i come across so many ppl like that...it's like a lil shallow and i find them "wrong channel" with me. im so glad to have a friend like her.

when i reach my room, jazlyn was in the room with carlyn and shyyi....we all chatted for awhile and then came kit... i cant remember what we talked about bout we were really energetic and excited...i don't know bout what but definitely none of use feel sleepy...it was 3.30am then..

after a whole session of chatting, suddenly i find ourselves possing infront of the camera, i dont know how it all started but all i know is that we were laughing and giggling as if there were laughing gas in the room. we made funny and pathethic post as well and end up burst out laughing... hahaha...so funny... *snap snap* kekeke...

almost 4.30am, kit and jaz went back to their room and iris the cow camp in my room... it was so fun and i waas so happy that i wish that the night will never end...guys, i hope we can do this more often!!!!!

-=mc's quote=-
life is like a work of art, paint it as colourful as you can and most important of all, ENJOY IT!!!

I'm sorry cayang.....

cayang, i din 4get to call mommy n daddy la. i'm goin to call them 2nite. n i'm sorry cayang about tat day. i realy can't talk to u tat time. oh n one more thing, i did call u bak. i love u cayang. n i'm realy sorry about tat day. i realy do. i love u so much. muaxxx muaxxx....



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michelle's cayang... syafiq

...knocked out...

ahh, im so exhausted... i just finish a photo shoot...

i wonder how models and ambasador take it...well i'm feeling kinda lonely now, just now i called syafiq and i can hardly hear him...the background was noisy and he was like talking to some1... hmm... wonder what he is doin, well i guess i should understand rite? its hari raya...mabe he is playing fireworks with his cousin or something like that. he didnt even bother to call me back...
normally in situations like these he will call me back...i dont know what's up... i can feel like we are drifting apart...i bet he forgot to call my parents (he suppose to!)...

anyway, not a really good day for me... i shall stop blogging and so and get some rest! mc's out!

two thumbs up for SEPET!

yesterday i saw Sepet and i ended up crying...it was so good no wonder they've won awards... it is a typical but unique tragic love story on 2 different people from 2different background who fell in love with each other (by Yasmin Ahmad*claps*). the movie was great as it reflects the life, language and style of a malaysian. i think it is so far the best local film i've ever watched...i reallyt have to give credit to this movie. i wouldn't mind watching it over and over again, not because it is similar to my love life but it is really good.it was very touching.

the movie really shows the society in malaysia....in malaysia we are made out of three main races, which is the malay, chinese and the indians. it is normal to have mix marriages but never a chinese and a malay as the chinese will have to give up their name and their religion...the movie did not hide anyhing as it tells the truth bout mix marriages and how other ppl will normally react to it.

now my boyfriend and i are in a situation like the main actor and actress. we don't mind about each other's race and background, it doesnt matter where we came from, doesnt matter what our skin color is, and doesnt matter we have slit eyes (mata sepet) or not! we are still human. i hope the ending of our love story wouldnt be like in the movie. and i do really hope that one day my parents can accept him for who he is... my parents isn't racist but they are afraid that i'll loose my rights as a women... well, after all, parents knows what is best for their children, do they?

immediately after the show, syafiq cayang called...i was so happi to hear his voice, i couldnt imagine life without him... it is a relief to hear his voice... i love u baby, i love u so much!

Butt Aching Day Trip!

yesterday was deepavali, and its a public holiday so daddy wanted to bring us out for a day trip, so he search the net of places to go in malaysia and he finally decided to bring us to Bukit Cahaya (used to be Bukit Cerakah) in Shah Alam. I heard that place has this 4 season house where u can take loads of pics of different seasons that we don't have it here. ain't it cool?

we left home around 8.30 am and reached there bout 40 minutes later. we rented mountain bikes and started cycling around the park. while dad n mum bz taking photograph, justin and i were using all of our might and strength cycling up steep hills and cycle back down...how childish but it was so fun! did that quite a number of times...

when we finally reach the 4 season house, IT WAS CLOSED FOR RENOVATION! damn it...we cycled for so many kilometers and they are closed? how stupid to close the main attraction of that freaking place?!

anyway, i had a nap when i reached home coz i was so exhasted cycling up n down the hills! when i woke up from my nap, my whole boday was aching! from my head to my toes...argh....so pain...

of coz, later i called my cayang and manja manja la, cry a lil and he started to kiss kiss me making me feel better and all...how sweet....but seriously it was a butt aching day! :P