continuation of i cant breathe!

went library after dinner - borrowed my first book in MMU library on pastel painting - carlyn save my ass - doing html webbie - tmrw submission for cg - HATE copy Cats - got lots of presents (blated xmas) - tired but still going - got horrible eyebag! - my mind is BLANK - bla bla bla - eatin lollipop - wondering how to mount my damn poster - my hair is long d - played dressed up doll with jazlyn - we are 18 yrs old - sigh - what a nice way to blog - i miss my presentation - sad - anger- final assignments - exams - french and german expressionism - sick - cold - confused - adam and eve - fucked up - my room is messy - got mosquitoe -yum yum - nice lolly - touched - carlyn is whining - *SCREAMS* - shitty faced gurl (not me) - miss my family and friends - - - B - L - A - N - K - - -

Too busy, no time to breathe

im very busy - onli have time to type whatever i have in my mind- tired - *yawn* - stressed up with finals! - HATE messy room- not healthy - dislike messy and dirty bed - have mdf class at 9am - dont have time to blog about my x'mas - dont have time to check mails and friendster - had bad hair day - missing my cayang - missing all my bestfriends at home - internet connection damn freaking slow - can't celebrate my roomie's bday -

......to be continue......

on the eve of x'mas

X'mas eve was such a wonderful night. We had turkey, butter rice, cake, pudding and ice wine. lots of x'mas presents under the trees, and many smiles on each other's face. it's just beautiful. i felt so lucky and warmth that every1 in the family can get together and have a simple meal, and then family portrait. while celebrating, i suddenly thought of those who are homeless, ang hungry. i feel so guilty n sinful coz we had more than enough on the table. i wish to share and give. christmas is all about giving. on the same night, i got a sms from michele mayuri saying that she had witness 3 death at the hospital. it must be bad to see these things to happen. her night must be really cold and feelingless. her grandma now is in the hospital. hopefully her grandma will make it and not suffer. lets pray for her grandma and her family.

Merry X'MAs!

merry merry x'mas!

im so excited...christmas is near...!!! can wait to have turkey, take family portrait, open presents, wine...and all!!
so far i have received 4 x'mas present and i've opened up all... i got a butterfly keychain/magnet frm my next door neighbour, jazlyn, and i got a romp butterfly blouse frm shyyi, my roomie, a stuff toy frm chyi...and there is another pressie that its in my stomach now...mabe digested..hahaha....
yesterday iris(moo moo) bought me a very delicious desert from this korean bakery...i dunno what its called but its filled with chocolate! so gooooood!!! and inside the chocolate filling, it has rum/alcohol taste! so damn gooood! yummy....anyway thank u guys for the wonderful present... hope u guys will have a wonderful x'mas! muaxx!

*blub blub*

yesterday i went scuba diving with MMU Scuba Diving club. we, MMU cyberjaya met the peeps frm malacca here yesterday at the STAD building. the scuba lesson was held at Cheras.

well, what i can say bout scuba diving is that it is totally the opposite of swimming.... at first i thought that i will not have probs coz i can swim very well, but it turn out to be different. i dont know how to explaine the whole day trip and i cant really describe the feeling when u go underwater....u gotto try it urself coz its UNDESCRIBABLE!

actualli cuba diving is so cool! what makes my day even cooloer is that i know a whole bunch of new people from MMU Cyberjaya and also MMU Malacca!

wat a day!

so many things happened today..in the morning daddy, justin, grandma,aunt, uncle and i was at the bank for hours. we sign some procedure and transfer some stuff under my name and bla bla bla...boring stuff...there's nvr fun in banks anyway..

well, i have a lil complain, not to say that i dont like to meet up with my grandma from singapore but she always hurt me. everytime she sees me she cries...when she look at my bro she doesnt....that is plainly becoz i look alot like my late mother. she cant seem to let go till today. i understands how she feels but everytime she cries, it hurts me alot and she will make me cry. a reunion suppose to be happi not sad. well, what can i say. anyway i was planning to go singapore next year to visit her. i dunno whether i wana go alone or what? see 1st la...

at nite i went out with syafiq for dinner. we had dinner at sushi king at mid vally simple bcz he is goin to leave for malacca on sunday. im gonna miss him so much.we had a wonderful nite and everything went well. i guess i better stop...till then...

support blood drive

its been awhile since i last blogged. i don't know what happen to me lately, but i'm just emotionally down. i don't feel like moving my butt n get things done, of course i don't even feel like blogging.

i cant remember what happen for this past few days. i wanted to blog yesterday but i told my self that i will blog today...damn, i totally forgot what actually happened last night... *sigh* all i remembered was i have CG exam and English writting test.

anyway, today jason and i donated a pine of blood each. we were so "bersemangat" at first but when we reached there, butterflies are in our tummy. i was so damn nervous... i was so scared that tragedy might happen againlike my previous blood donation. ok, let me tell u exactly what happen during my first blood donation.. the nurse cant seem to find my vain so she just bantai cucuk...(trying her luck la)...she poke once, no blood came out, then she tried again...none...then for the third time... NIL!!!!!!!! damn...i had 3 damn holes in my left arm, i told her that i dowana do it, coz it really hurts, then she called a doc.. and he sorta poke it and there is blood flowing down the tube, yeay! i thought... but then the blood stop flowing...i went like *uh oh*...he pull out the big fat needle and stuck it back in the same hole again... and he smiled at me... oh man... can u imagine how painfull tat was? it really gives me goosebumps, thinking bout it... i had blue blacks on my hand for two weeks...i look like i was abuse or something...i'm really not gonna forget that day.

well, i shouldn't complain...its for goodness sake right? im willing to donate my blood bcoz i get to help ppl. Do u know that 1 pine of blood (450 ml) can save up to 3 people? I don't mind going throught all the pain coz i get a very great satisfaction after doing a good deed and i shall not forget today..

to all of u who happen to read my blog, and ur healthy enough, go and support the blood drive and bring along a friend or two! all the best ya...!

Happiest day in the week!

lately things are not goin my way... i was sick, really sick on wednesday and got reall bad headache... not to forget that morning i got my period and all... thursday wasnt any better than wed! i had severe period pain and i took too much panadol till i feel a lil floaty...a lil hung over...

well, today was slightly different...i had a great time today and loads of fun. i had a very wonderful lunch and i too made a wish by the fountain... *i hope it will come true* hehe...

well well, thats all for now, im tired...good night!