too lazy to blog...

the day before yesterday
painted my grandma's hse...
i enjoyed it so much but the freaking blister have to spoil everything.
d brush is so freakin big and heavy, thats why got blister... sigh!
curse the blister on my hand! so pain...

yesterday
went mid valley...got some colourful g-strings from topshop ^^,
then met jason for a while (according to him is 7 minutes) to handover moo moo's charger.
quite bad mood. then went sg wang to continue my chinese new year shopping. got a black blouse and a denim skirt(yes, skirt again)
den later went to this really cool shop and Boy got me a pair of skateboard shoes...the big big cute ones at a very good price...so cool!

today!
had gathering in klcc park (NS)
miss my camp mates so muchi! took so many pictures... heard tat my NS camp has been closed down..so sad! miss tat place so much!
went lip gloss shopping with syafiq den he sent me home...
why am i blogging like this? because im too tired to blog and im so lazy!!!
kenot tahan d.... good nite!

Fungus and mushroom growing out from my head! (dying of boredom)

*yawn* I've been rotting at home the whole day today! ... i woke up really early this morning like around 7.45am for the sake of having breakfast with my grandma. i miss having breakfast with her so i took the trouble to drive her back and forth from the market and get breakfast for the both of us. after that i really felt like dying. i was so damn tired..mainly because last night i slept late...really late. anyway, i got nothing to complain. i just want to spend some quality time with my grandma, i guess this is the only way i can express myself. i love her very much, and i cant tell her that i love her and all like how i tell my daddy and mummy...she is a lil old fahioned and she is abit shy and she definitely dont know how to express her love towards me.

after breakfast, i went home and continue my journey to dreamland. i woke up in between and called michele and steph. talk for awhile...yeap....as usual, talk dirty and all rubbish! but i sure love it. tina was alil sick today... peiling is busy with studies and wendy is working off her ass in her dad's office. i wana take use this holiday to catch up with all of my best friends.
i feel so bad that i negleted them when i have assignments to do. what to du la...FCM student hardly have time to even breathe! i also dun wana think bout college d... i got a feeling im gonna flunk my english...coz the finals was freaking tough! arrrgh! and i was so lucky!!! i fell sick on that day...WTF? *bangs head against wall*

i guess i better not think bout that shitty eng paper...its over...its in the past...i can never turn back time. *smack* *smack* *smack*

oh! oh! guess what? last saturday i went shopping in sg wang....trying to get some new clothes for chinese new year. i didnt really buy anything... all i got was junk... unneccessary items.
i bought a short skirt (im obsess with those), a blouse and a sweater from padini. then i got some accessories like a pair of earings, 2 shawls (is that how u spell it?), a necklace, and jay chou's original cd. it all cost up to rm250++ ...man! i spent a lot. and i havent got any shoe!!! I havent even get myself a new panty or bra...haha...well basically i havent get a lot of things...
well, this thurs i'm gonna go mid v to continue to shop with Boy. this time im gonna be more dicipline. go there and get what i want. a pair of shoes, a blouse and maybe another skirt. *wink*


till then..wana go mandi d...

I wish...

I wish I could......


-turn back time

-take back certain promises

-believe in myself

-forget my past, and start a new life

-trust you



I wish I never.....


-spend so much time with you

-ask you for a favor

-dream of you

-dance with you

-be so close to you

-hug you

-let you send me home

-hear you sing

-go out on a date with you


- fall in love with you

*i'm so sorry*

i remember those days...

Mom n dad went to cambodia today... they will be there for a week. i have to send justin to school for a week!!! sigh, like sg long taxi driver only... i could torture him and make him walk to school if i want, *wink* but i choose not to coz i love him...deep down...wait, did i use the word love?...eeew!

anyway, today i sent him to school, suddenly i felt like im very old, mainly because i'm not in school with school uniform. i remember walking through the crowd to get to his school book shop to get him some books, every one look at my bro and ask, ur jie jie ar? wah, like so great like that....u might think im a lil pshycho but i feel that way. last time my mom and dad use to be the one sending me to school and get my books for me. but now i have to do for my bro.

im not complaining, but i do feel like so old adi! sigh!!! on the other hand, i feel sorry for my brother because he did not get to experience what i had experienced b4 such as being sent to school by mummy and daddy. when he was born, my family wasn't doing very well, and he has to cope about my parents divorce. he did not really get all the attention and love from mummy and daddy. i feel so sorry that i myself sometimes like to find fault with him. i hope i can make it up to him..in any way at all! i promise....

where is michelle?

i havent really looked into the mirror today... which is a very odd thing. coz i normally cant live without mirrors. i realize that i love myself less and so i got a hair cut...i want to be someone else for a change... but i dont know who...
michelle is dying in me... she is fading off.. now i dont recognize the gurl in the mirror when i look into one.

suxxy connection

the connection at the hostel sucked for this past two days! i cant surf the net, cant blog or even check my damn email while my lec is always sending me notices on my email...this is stupid....

anyway had loads of fun for the past few days....cz i tend to spend more time outdoor when the internet connection went haywired. hehe....
im feeling a little lonely today....without the voice of jazlyn....she went home last night....well she usually dont go back so early but she doesnt have any transport and that is why she went home earlier,tumpang-ing a friend's car... haih... i feel that no one can replace any of my friends and family in my heart.... right now the one i miss most is jaz n iris, dunno y... both oso go home adi...sobs...

last night i slept in iris's room and this morning i woke up earli to go back to my room cz that moo moo wanted to go out adi. then i went back to my room, i continue sleeping *oink oink* when i woke up, i saw breakfast on my table.... iris was so sweet, she got me american bfast and choc milk...yum! thanx iris, i really appreciate that.

its very hard to find true friends but i definitely can tell who are sincere and who are not. most ppl that i came across my life esp in MMU really left footsteps in my heart.


[continue later...gtg now]

Goodbye 2005, hello 2006

today is the third day of 2006. it supposed to be happi and all new n fresh but i dun feel anything like it. i spent my weekend in penang attending my uncle's wedding.didnt go countdown...sobs...no party, no icewine!!! sobs!

i started the 1st day of 2006 with a long lecture from my dad. let me tell u the story. well, i brought my MDF project to the hotel in penang to complete it. i somehow forget to bring the usual plastic cup that i normally use to wash my brush. so i just selamba oni took the hotel glass and use lor. on 31st dec 05 i painted till late at night. then i decided to go to bed. so i was kinda lazy to was the cup and all, so i left it on the table. the next morning when daddy woke up..he tought t was orange juice on the table (i used orange paint), he took a big gulp and before i could stop him, he has drank half of the cup... =.="
what else.. kena marah la! aiyooo....

i spent my 2nd day touching up my painting and time flies so fast, the 3rd day is gonna end adi...

oh did i tell u, that i achieved one of my new year resolution... thank u slade.