Stains of Tears on My Face

i think im never perfect enough for u.

Meaning of FRIEND

"Remember that no one cares about you, they only care when you have something they want." (money, fame, profession skills, ideas, etc) " -- enigmationX (www.enigmationx.blogspot.com)

everything turns out very cold when i finally realized it. iris is phucking true!

what i have discover this week... is that friends are divided into 2 parts.

P-FRIEND and TRUE FRIENDS.

okok, let me elaborate about P-Friends first...



P-Friend |fŭktA:d-frɛnd| (noun) offensive slang senses

-- they are there most of the time. when ur happie or sad. sometimes they can go pretty crazy and wild with u. thay are infact, quite fun ppl to hang out with. but when majority voice out about things that they are not satisfied with u, they will not help to back u up, instead will go with the majority. in the end u will feel burnt, crashed and desiccated. and this, i would call, BETRAYAL. this type of friends can be found and can be made in a very short period of time. commoner. (no prob if ur looking for 1. i have many to introduce to u.)


now, TRUE FRIENDS...



TRUE FRIEND |truː-frɛnd| (noun) , (plural friends) rare

-- very straight forward. corrects u when u are wrong. might hurt u by doing so, but the intention is always right. may fight and argue quite often. will learn and relationship will grow stronger after every misunderstanding. never fail to be there for u. will listen although he/she fails to advice.lets you sleep on her bed. accompany u when u are scared. buys lip gloss for u (hehe!). rare. very rare.


love.
-girl with only a few true friends-

Ma' new pair of shoes!

I enjoyed this holiday very much, but sadly its gonna end already.
I feel like this holiday i did much more stuff than the last. Was actually busy planning for something, did some data entry, woke up really earli to have bfast with dad and went market with grandma n mom alot =.=

Other than that, i bought a plain white canvas shoe (jazz, hi-cut) and started painting. i've finally finish the shoe yesterday. wana see?

The pic above was taken when i started drawing 15% of the shoe.

this is the complete 1

i totally suck at tying shoelaces. someone gimme a lesson on tying shoelaces!!! i need help! >.<

can u see the butterfly? it's 3D. cool huh?

actually i bought some 3D stars... small stars that is. i dunno wana add in or not? i scared it will look horrible. it looks horrible enuff. gosh, i really dunno. hopully u guys can gimme some feedback, so i can improve my shoes. leave me some comments ok? muaxx!

p/s: urm, don't ask why both sides are different? i just wana be different. i'm weird.

love,
-michelle-

clear blue sky

im lucky,
i am alive here till this very day to b able to pop my head out the window,
and feel the cool morning breeze.

finally its over,
no more grey dull sky, no more haze.

today the clouds are prettier than yesterday.
tho its less fluffier but its very soft.
could almost fall into a deep slumber while looking at it.

Clouds are fluffy and soft,
Like a pillow,
Also squishy and smooth,
Like a marhmallow.

Clouds can also form, very big and prestigious painting in the sky.

i guess i'm gonna stare at the sky all day.