what a day!

oh my goodness... finally! finally! finally my butt has landed on a comfy chair.

i've been out all day and am very tired now. started off my day very early today, and exercise non-stop!

i don't know where to start but urm, just gonna blog about the main things that happened today. woke up pretty early this morning, then went Sg Wang to exercise my feet, hehe~shop shop. Bought some nail polishes, wanted to only buy 1 but couldn't decide which color, so i took all.

then i bought a pair of shoe... wanted to buy just one side but the shop keeper ask me to take both -.-"

then urm, went to this shop...ter-look into the mirror(green color 1)... it made me look prettier than usual so, i bought it as well.

next i went to the royal sport house and got myself a new swimsuit........ *ran outta excuses* very sweet 1. aih...i also dunno what else i bought... all junks.

i got a very bad feeling that im not gonna be rich, because i spend money like water only. i admit that i buy things on impulse. which is bad. some 1 pls help me! some 1 rob me puleezzzz....(so that i wont have a single cent to spend). arghhh~ its frustrating u know... i just cant explain myself right now. =|
bleh...WATEVER~

aaaaanyway.... i took some pics today at KimGary in Sg Wang during lunch.


my godparents who love justin and me with all their hearts
we love u too~


notti fella


justin and michelle

KimGary's nice and fattening food
all the pork chop, chicken chop and CHEESSSSEEEE baked rice.
*shivers*

after lunch at KimGary, i immediately went home and drove to the ClubHouse and swam 10 laps(used to swim 16 laps non stop ok?!).
gosh...guilt haunts!

***my prayer: my dearest grandma
dear God, she wasn't feeling well today but she still cook 6 of my fav dish for dinner... after that she fainted a few times and threw up all the food that she took in. i hope God will help me watch over her and make her feel better as i cannot afford to loose her.***

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random camwhoring pics


sibuk brother alert!


gonna cut my hair real short
wanna take picture kau kau 1st


don't u love my purple hair and my rounded face?
(like pau)

i got more...but can't be shown in public...
urm its more like i make monkey faces and stick my finger in the nose kinda pictures...so, urm yeah =\

Malaysia Dog Olympic 2007

... 3rd and 4th day of holiday...

my exam ended on the 23rd of May and i declare holiday for myself in advance. first and second day was progressive. i baked cupcakes, then on the second day i went around KL with Boy. he showed me certain parts of KL that most ppl wont go. so damn interesting.

yesterday was the 3rd day of my hols and i spent the whole day packing and unpacking my stuff. i shifted all my stuff out from the Cyberia Townhouse, because i'm moving back to hostel next coming semester. I really have to thank my daddy, mom, bro n jas0n dear :wub: , and ben too. help me move my junx. i didn't know staying so near to campus yet i have so much rubbish...gosh, girls will always be girls... *muka in denial*
urm, got a small announcement here...

dear scha, i miss u so so much... but no worries dear we can hang out next sem as we got a lot of subject in common! remember that i sayang u tau!

xoxo,
mC

well, after packing i went swim swim with justin. was so fun. can't believe both of us can actually click and have fun. that was just once that he is not being annoying to me! -.-

remember i said that i will pick up photography again? yes i went for an outting with daddy today at the Central Park near One Utama. it is the Malaysia Dog Olympic DAy 2007, organized by Puppy.com.my. u can go ahead and check out the webbie at http://puppy.com.my/
I wanted to bring my Chelsey but i scared i couldn't handle her coz I wana take pics as well. I think i will bring her next time around. this puppy.com.my team has organized alot of events for dog lovers and their k9. I had fun there at the carnival and of course i had fun snapping pictures of those cute lil' adorable thing!

dad say i did pretty well, and i have talent... fuh yoo~ he compliment me!!!! let me just show off some of my pictures. might not be true what my dad says but what the heck, here's some pic. u judge!

i was very tired after the event. went makan at OneU then went Ikea to buy the currypuff. damn addicting weyh! Came home then straight away went to the CLubHouse for a swim. can u believe it? mC being rajin~ >.< gotto start a healthy lifestyle d. getting fatter, don't wanna just sit infront of the comp day n night!

P/S: to christopher and johnny, if u guys are reading this, pls come home soon. aishah wants her sunblock lotion back and me wants my straw hat! *wink* eheemmm... ben, those kambings are real! ENJOY THOSE PICS!

muaxx muaxx muaxx!
-mC-

patriotism

i woke up patriotic today. yea, for no reason...just feel like it.

i started my day early. listened to the morning crew, JJ and Rudy on hitz.fm. they were really doing a very good job at promoting our country. they made it so fun n interesting. wanna know what i am talking bout? tune in to hitz.fm(92.9) from mon to fri, 9-10 am.. yesh, free publicity on my blog, esp for the dynamic duo, simply because they are good...damn good!

Malaysia is turning 50 this year, and i promise i will celebrate and make it big. not only that i will be promoting to my Malaysian and foreign friends to visit my country. sometimes there are small lil things that i am not happy about my own country, but no matter what, i will still love my country. yea, i do.

I know a lot of my Malaysian friends who always go traveling overseas. but they haven't even visited their own country yet. for an example, me... i love to go Thailand and wish to one day own a holiday home over there.. and i visit Thailand very frequent, but i, myself haven't been to Sabah and Sarawak. how sad.

I'm gonna take this holiday to go around and take picture of this beautiful land. and will post it up here... first destination will definitely be the place that they put up the ferris wheel for the Eye of Malaysia, Visit Malaysia year 2007. see la... i also dunno where is that place. im gonna find out and make an effort to go there. at the same time gonna practice my photography skills.

~~~

right now i am home alone, and while i was lying on my big comfy bed, i was just thinking a lot of the things that happened in the past. i missed all the people that i met in my NS camp. really. some i couldn't even catch their name, and time past so darn fast. it makes me sad thinking bout it. it makes me cry. there are certain people that i would like to thanks, friends and trainers from the camp. i really have to thank them because they really guided me through the toughest times... 2 years have past now. i really really missed them. am crying while blogging actually. i wanna put all my feelings and emotion into words so i will remember this moment forever.

true friends...

i would like to dedicate this post to shaleen, angeline, nadiah, syafiq, yo, my character building class teacher and classmates, physical trainer, also not forgetting mr moorthy, mr sam, mr hafizz, cikgu pet, the camp sarjan and commandant, the KJ, the head of diceplinary teacher and the whole of Kem Temasya Rimba Templer trainer and trainees.

u guys really guide me through every morning, day after day till the three months is up. back then i wished time past quick but now i really want to stay with all of u again. for another 3years if possible. thank u again for keeping me safe from harm, the supernatural and when i was at my weakest point.

p/s: baby jas0n, i know you will not like the fact that i mentioned something that has happened in the past. pls dont misunderstand. i have no intention at all. just wanna say thanks only. =)

i am still alive,
michelle

mini cupcakes

...... the happy part: mini cupcakes .....

c u p c A K E S

what a day! i spent the whole day baking. gosh... a little tired now.

Let me see, right now I'm sitting down comfortable in front of my adorable computer, waiting for my masque to dry, yes i just did a facial. while waiting, i am relaxing, munching on some cranberries, burnt some aroma therapy candle and blogging. how nice.

for the next whole month you are gonna hear about me bragging about my life. what to do. it has never been so good... *wink*

after looking at the cupcake blog fanshu gave me, my mouth has been watering ever since. couldn't 'tahan' la. i cant place an order because the minimum order is 49 pcs. donno why so weird one. i definitely can't finish all of them...

so i decided to bake, WTH? yesh, i made cupcakes and it did turn out right. well, urm.. have to admit la. it didn't turn out right at first. it was all burn n as hard as a rock. i rather eat the tar on the road!
the batch after that was all so perfect. thanks to my loyal kitchie helper, jas0n dear. he kinda like advice me what to do and not to do. we were both new at this but in the end, everything did turn out well. well, at least wasn't as disastrous as i thought it will be.

anyway, i had a blast making these mini cupcakes...and took loads of picture.

pretty isn't it. well, i am not so mean 1. i am gonna share my recipe here with u guys. will post it at the bottom of this post. remember to check it out.

~

..... the not so happy side of my story .....

i bake quite a lot of cupcakes. the main reason is to actually stare at those pretty little thing, but the other reason was also to share them with my bestfriends. we are supposed to meet up, have a gathering this saturday night. the plan was we are suppose to meet up for kajang satay. i thought of writing their names on it. surprise them a lil.

but... when i tried to call them just now, i couldn't get most of them. then i got thru to vimal's phone. so i was asking him to confirm saturday's date. he was kinda in a rush, bz and he said he can't make it. i ask him to confirm he was like a lil angry. im so sad now. wanna call naresh and michele, their line were engaged. called stef, but no answer. i am gonna try calling wendy, tina n ling after i wash off my masque. gosh... feel so lonely here.

~

most likely i am gonna eat my own cupcakes... =(
i guess its ok la... will just postpone this gathering, and will continue starring at those pretty little cupcakes. they make me happie.

here's the recipe, as promised. i tweaked the original recipe so now i call it my own. i gave it a name and it is called the "Happy, Mini and yet nice to look at Cupcake" by mC.

ingredients for the cupcake:-

* 2 1/2 cups all purpose flour
* 1 1/3 cups sugar
* 3 teaspoons baking powder
* 1/2 teaspoon salt
* 1/2 cup shortening
* 1 cup milk
* 1 teaspoon vanilla
* 2 large eggs

method:-

Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Line cupcake pans with paper liners.

Combine flour, sugar, baking powder, and salt in a large mixing bowl.

Add shortening, milk, and vanilla. Add eggs to the mixture. Beat for 1 minute on medium speed. Scrape bowl again. Beat on high speed for 1 minute 30 seconds until well mixed.

Spoon cupcake batter into paper liners until 1/2 to 2/3 full.

Bake for 20 to 25 minutes or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean.

Cool 5 minutes in pans then remove and place on wire racks to cool completely.

Once cupcakes are completely cooled, frost with your favorite frosting recipe or decorate as you desire!


ingredients for the frosting:-

* 150g Butter - softened
* 250g Confectioners (icing) sugar
* 2 tsp hot water

method:-

Soften the butter with a wooden spoon, then add the icing sugar.

Add enough hot water to form a thick but spreadable mixture.

Add food colouring and spread on cooled cupcakes with mixture.

Enjoy the recipe, and don't limit urself. u can decorate those cupcakes with choc sprinkles, coloured stars, jujubes, jellybean or even some raspberry jam.


love,
mC

s.w.e.e.t.a.s.c.a.n.d.y.

i am now blogging from a cyber cafe in PJ.

just had mamak, and now sitting on a big yellow comfy couch next to jas0n dear.

mmm, this is life...

hmmm, havent been to a cybercafe for quite some time now. u can find people at all ages here. gosh, some are very very under aged!


this is taken at murni... a mamak but looks like a chinese coffee shop >.<
food is good so is their service.
had roti hawaii with pineapple and mango juice special...
look! got watermelon and lychee in it!

anyway, just wanna update my bloggie. today is my final paper, was media production. kinda ok i guess, wanted to boycott my lecturer Mr Norman for not doing his sound essay but in the end i still did it. i guess its for my own good la. =.="

baby jas0n is so into the dotA game right now. wish i was as good as him. nvm nvm, this holiday will train myself up! *hik hak hik hak*

i realize stg, my blogger now can help me to auto-save my draft while i am blogging. not bad, not bad. i use to blog so damn long and then pc restart and lotsa nonsence like that la. now i dont even have to worry bout a single thing. cool...

i am just gonna put my mind off things and just enjoy this moment here. chilling out at this cozy and low yellow lighting cc. gotto go surf the web for some recipe now(kononnya wanna bake).

ok ok... today i just wanna bitch about some1, actually not really bitchin' la but just wanna teach a lesson to all of u out there who reads my blog.
this afternoon just before exam started, there is this girl who kinda talks to her friend bout me. i over heard the conversation and its not something bad. but knowing that she speaks like a loud speaker(she doesn't need a megaphone,trust me on this), she said my name out loud. she didn't know that i was around the corner. all her friends that saw me shush her big mouth up. she was so ashame and too shy to even look at my direction. hmm, i feel like if u have the balls to talk about someone's back, esp in public, you must be ready to bump into the some1 ur talking about. even if so, smile back la to cover up.
this girl here, was too chicken and didn't dare to look at me, which i find very rude.
it's ok la. i cant care much bout all these. it is they mouth and they wish to say what ever they like. i will just have to live with Wendy's life motto . . .FUCK IT. . .

ciao.

n.o.f.u.l.l.s.t.o.p.

life so far has been treating me well.
a little cruel at times but over all, life's good.
it has been rolling non-stop for me, yeah.. non-stop.

at this moment in time i am very happy as i have save a few friendship by doing the right thing. isn't that a relief? well, that's one.
secondly is that my pet kambing, Christopher has gone on a holiday with Scha's pet goat, Johnny. She told me.
hopefully they enjoy themselves where ever they are.



I am still enjoying life pretty much although I am under a lot of stress.
I have my finals now. 4 papers down and 1 more to go.

Yesterday was a beautiful day. After my Digital Animation paper, i sat outside of the FOE building in campus, hanging out with some friends...
The morning was wonderful. Nice blue sky, fresh morning breeze.
Took some pictures.









Life might be hectic, and fast, especially for those who lives in the city.
I suggest that u take a break from what ever you are doing, just put a pause in life, enjoy the weather, the natural beauty of mother nature. and soon u will realize that it is much more beautiful than u think it is.

seems like i have to change the things to do for my coming holiday.
The original plan was to hibernate through out my holiday, but on second thought, i might wanna go to the beach for a picnic.

wish list : MacBook 13'' White, Intel Core 2 Duo, 2.16 GHz, 1GB of RAM, AirPort Extreme 802.11n, built in iSight and BlueTooth and 200GB hard drive. Ah what the heck, just gimme a G5! *drool*

~ Butterfly ~

A butterfly.
Should it live or die?
As I hold its fragile body in my hand...

A gentle being,
Can’t scream as I tear off its wing
If I let go, where will it land?

I look at its colors,
Cheerful and happy,
Bright lines and stains…

And as I crush it,
Its beauty dissolves
Only my memory of it remains.

poem by : mr-caine

this poem is written by mr-caine, a deviantart artist. i came across it while i was looking for butterfly images and graphic for inspiration. i need to sketch it out before Sunday, so im doing my homework here.

i have been obsessed with butterflies since she left. I lie down on my bed and began to think bout how fragile life is. in life, we have choices. it is up to us on which path are we gonna take and what are we gonna do.

for me, i have never regretted on things that i have done, or the good and bad things that happened, simply because i believe that everything does happen for a reason. BUT, there is this thing in me that will never rest in peace. it would be a lie if i said that i have live so long without regrets.

.....i have regretted.
i have regretted on the things that i didn't do.

i cannot do anything to fix it but to learn from my past, and NEVER repeat history.

~

now there' nothing more that i can do, but to let the butterfly remind me of what happened and what i had learned from it.

hopefully one day my soul will be as free as the butterfly, bring me more colours and joy, and give me the balance of life.

i don't want to know the past of the butterfly, but i will accept it for what it is right now. because i have moved on.

love,
michelle

omg!

I Got TAG~

i got tagged by Ms Chin Pei Ling, obviously i think she thinks that i am weird thats why she tag me when it comes to answering stuff bout your-weird self! here's the tag:

"People who are tagged should write a blogpost of 6 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says ‘you are tagged’ in their comments and tell them to read your blog."

1. Creepy Crawlies
I am not afraid of bugs, roaches, lizards, spiders. Most girls will scream off their lungs when they see one. Is this weird enough?
fact bout mC: of course there are certain things that i am afraid of. no way im telling u! *blek*

2. Obsession and Confession
I have this thing for butts. yeap, backside/buttock or shall i say it in a better manner, "behind". don't get me wrong, not butt-hole ass or arsehole, but big butt. last time i use to check out guy's butt(i said USE TO!!!) now i got jas0n d, so no need to kap kap people's behind. i have to admit sometimes i do look at girls', esp if they have a nice one. I have another confession, i always pinch Chelsey's (my mini schauzher) bubu. hehe. i kesian her coz got no fingers to pinch me back.
fact bout mC: what does mC thinks bout jLo's butt? i only give her 4 out of 10!!! haha!!!

3. Sounds Weird but True
When i hiccup, i sound very weird. can't prove it here though. but its damn weird la! i think i deserve to win an Oscar for this. hopefully one day i will be able to make my way to HollyWeird.
facts bout this fact: jas0n loves it!

4. Talk About How Weird I Look!
I have this really weird hairstyle. Sometimes it curls, sometimes its straight, sometimes it curls and straighten.AND IT's PURPLE weird leh? oh yeah, according to my junior, Nathaniel says that i smile for no reason. smile at stranger but get stares in return or sometimes no one smiles back. so sad la. why got broccoli in my teeth?
facts bout mC: i don't have anything stuck between my teeth la >.<

5. I'm a Clean Freak
I tend to keep things organized and clean...but sometimes too much. especially my bed. i won't let people put things on it or sometimes sit on it! i cannot stay with ppl who are dirrty not clean...
fact bout this: i'm just a freak.

6. Sleeping
I cannot .... lemme repeat that cannot sleep with lights on!!! but one thing that i am sure is that i can sleep with loud music/sounds on. amazing eh. trying banging a gong in my ear, it wont wake me up. alarm, mat rempit ramming their bikes, children screaming, fire trucks... ouh, do what ever, it wont wake me up, just don't freaking turn the lights on!
fact about mC: most likely i will die in a fire.

6 friends that i wanna tag is FanShu, jas0n, nabila, rory, stef and jazlyn

Hell yeah, I'm added onto the list + pics

~continuation from previous post ...

Check this out...
I'm added on their list. cOol Eh?
*jump jump*

~anyway .......

today was hell a long day for me. i went to campus and i had this presentation for my Media Production Video clip. my group had quite good comments from the lecturers but there are more rooms for improvements. anyway, screw that. later i submitted my MAyA project files. bye bye Yago (a 3D character on Maya), i don't ever wanna animate u. it's good to break up with u *wave wave*

Ahh, finally i got rid of Yago...
i have time to sms my friends d!

"Syiok sendiri" picture..
not really lah, my dad took it.
Smiling for daddy =)

~then ..............

after all those school stuff, baby jas0n and i went SHOPPING!!!!~ we went to Mid Valley for lunch and baby says that he wanna buy a jacket. we were all over scouting n looking for his jacket, but no luck instead i got myself a pair of ocean blue shoes from Vincci. I"M SO THE VERY THE HAPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!! besides that i bought an eyeliner from Silkygirl. Don't quite like that brand but what to do, its Ocean Blue too. damn cun la.

~so ...................

here is some pictures. how lovely!!!

picture taken in domino's pizza

oh my. will u look at those babes... so chio~

Gimme Your Stuff

Things I would love :

• Snacks/candies
• Anything with butterfly on it (not real one though)
• I like green
• Accessories
• Craft and Design Magazines
  
• Souvenirs from your country
  
• Crafts (eg: glitters, ribbon, beads, cloth...) Decos, and Artistic stuff (i'm a design student)
  
• Clothings (im size M/L)
  
• Beauty/cosmetic stuffs - Lipbalms and lipglosses, i love them!!
• Bags - totes and colorful bags
• anything COLOURFUL!!!!
• unique and weird stuff (can opener or ur mom's dress)
  
• surprise me, will you?!

Things I offer :

• BIG BIG SURPRISES!!! ( i promise)
  

While i was surfing the net, i came to this webbie and it caught my attention. it was so cool!!! i couldn't resist and here i am creating a post to participate. if u are wondering what the heck am i talking bout, pls visit http://gimmeyourstuff.blogspot.com/

it is basically a blog for u to trade stuff with people from all the way across the globe. its like exchanging culture and interest i would say. try it guys... it's fun.