gong xi no more

it doesn't feel like its chinese new year at all although it's the 10th day of cny. the spirit of chinese new year is slowly dying as years passes by. the streets near my home is so empty and lonely, undecorated. no lion dances nor fireworks. it's just soo soooooo lonely... ang pow oso getting smaller. all i can say is this cny is not happening and yea, of coz things didnt work out for me. sucky!

on the first day of cny, my parents reminded me not to touch anything that is made out of glass. *note: i've been breaking glass on first day of new year for 2 years in a row!* i know myself very well, careless as ever with 10 butter fingers, so i stayed away from all the glassy things, including cookie jar and window... fortunately i survive the day without breaking anything, and then i thought i've broke the jinx but mana tau on the very next day i broke my mom's wine glass! God knows how that happen... the glass is some limited edition thing from overseas... sigh.. that night i had really bad nightmares. thank God that my mom wasn't angry at me at all, maybe because i cut my hand while cleaning up the broken glass. *pain pain*

i have sleepless night during cny. got bad dreams every night. i mean EVERY NIGHT! what cny mood oso dun have d...sigh...

i finally got my cny mood back on the 8th day of cny...mommy brought me to esquire kitchen in sg wang that day, and there is lion dance IN esquire kitchen itself... watching the lion dance really boost up the chinese new year spirit!!! Lion Dance is a must for CNY!!!

anyway here i am, in hostel, blogging using jaz's comp, feeling as miserable as ever...1st day of college adi i get my period... n if u dunno, period always come in a package.. if u get period, u get 1 week free of back ache, and a bunch of period pains plus a few pinpole on ur face! wish i was pregnant...urm, no la...i take that back. *touch wood* suddenly got so frustrated and moody when i start to think bout my computer. my comp is at apple center, so no computer for a week, college is so stressful and tiring... ArGh!!! i dowana continue la... just hope that on the way to class tmr i get strike by lightning n die on the spot. good night.