Never save somehing for a special occasion, because everyday in our life is a special occasion

I read a story about a guy who opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package:
"This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package."
He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box.
"She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothings he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died.


"Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion".



Those words changed my life.

Now I read more and waste less time.

I sit on the porch without worrying about anything.

I spend more time with my family, and less on my assignments.

I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through.
I no longer keep anything. I used to keep all my nice nice stuff that i bought for some "special occasion", but not anymore.

I use my favourited scented shampoo every day.. I'll wear new clothes to go to the supermarket, or to university, if i feel like it.

I don't save my special perfume for special occasions, I use it whenever I want to.
The words "Someday..." and "One Day..." are fading away from my dictionary. If it's worth seeing, listening or doing, I want to see, listen or do it now.

I don't know what I would have done if I knew I wouldn't be here the next morning, this nobody can tell. I think I might have called my relatives and closest friends.
I might call old friends to make peace over past quarrels. I will catch a movie with all my bestfriend like how we used to and get myself a choc ice cream from Mc Donalds. It's these small things that I would regret not doing, if I knew my time had come.

I would regret it, because I would no longer see the friends I would meet, letters... that I wanted to write

"One of these days".

I would regret and feel sad, because I didn't say to my brother and parents, family and friends, not times enough at least, how much I love them.

Now, I try not to delay, postpone or keep anything that could bring laughter and joy into our lives..
And, on each morning, I say to myself that this could be a special day..

Each day, each hour, each minute, is special.

In this world there is someone who cares for you and because, probably, there's someone you care about.

Don't forget to tell the people around u how much u appreciate them and how much u love thier company.If you say to yourself that you will tell them "One of these days", remember that "One day" is far away... or might never come...



--- "life is like a work of art, paint it as colourful as u can but most important, enjoy it" [mC]---

Up all night!

will u just look at the time... u must be wondering why i woke up so early?..nah ur wrong... i was at the studio the whole night drawing. i just came back n i called my darling and started blogging. i never been this hardworking...is sure is one of a kinda feeling to work so hard overnight and staying at the drawing studio. ok...got to go sleep. my eyes are popping out!
got to wake up at 11am for MLA lecture and MLA report submission, then later in the after noon at 2pm have to pass up my drawing...nitey nite nite!

Prayer List

I pray and hope to the God up above to take care and send angels to guide my beloved ones.

Prayer Item:
1.My both grandma's to have a healthy and long life.
2.Daddy's career, don't get too stress up.
3.Mummy's business to grow bigger.
4.Daddy and mummy, god father and god mother's, syafiq's parents' relationship will last 4ever,respectively.
5.Justin do well in his studies and may he will find the hidden talent in him(i know he has alot).
6.Me to suceed in my studies,don't disapoint family.
7.Syafiq will have save journey to melacca and back plus make his family proud by succeding in his studies.
8.Wendy to be happy with her job and hope that she will build a career of her own.
9.Stephanie and Kean Jia will have eternal love.
10.Michele to find a very handsome and macho boyfriend who can talk good care of her.
11.Pei Ling* to be happy everyday.
12.Tina to find a guy who can protect and give her security.
13.Vimal to pass his STPM with flying colours.
14.Naresh, Pasu, Pavi, Ruban and all x-JB's to excel in studies.
15.Aishah to find the one that shhe's been looking for all the while.
16.Jazlyn and Iris not to stress up on their texture assignment(they are doin it now)
17.En Najib a blessed year, he has guide me through this semester.
18.Prevent Syafiq and Syafiqah(pika-boo!) from all sickness.
19. Syafiq's dad's business will grow bigger so that he can buy my Syafiq an Apple iMac computer.
20.All FCM students to go through their exam calmly and without any problems.
21.hope there is World peace and less natural disaster that will take away innocent lives.
22.Hope to have a gathering with all my bestfriends (u know who u r)
23.Ian to find a pretty pretty gurlfriend who will love him from the bottom of his heart.
24.Carlyn to have the best of luck...dowan to be so "suay"
25.Shyyi can be with her romeo (HY)
26. Valarie to get more beauty sleep..she is like a zombie...lack of sleep la!
27.Shiew Woei to get a partner and Jason will live happily ever after ith his GF...keke!

.......to be continue......

Finally...

oh...what a relieve... i've finish one of my most breath-taking and heart tearing assignment (mdf la)...
was damn tough...it's like a 4-in-1 kinda assignment for finals...urgh...so relieve right now.

today, i cut my finger... was kinda rushing into my room then i open the door, some really sharp rusty edge just cut my finger like that....it hurts so much!.. anyway i got over it coz i put a very cute plaster on it. it is a green plaster with lotsa duckies on it. it simply makes me happy :) Oh talking bout it, i have to go for cute cute plaster shopping, coz i rann out of HAPPY PLASTER. hmph!

tomorrow my darling is coming to see me. i think i force him to come coz he dont sound like he is willing to come, but i really think we should spend a little time and should realli talk about us. i feel that our relationship is breaking and its all falling apart. i dowana see our 5 month old relationship go down the drain.

i really hope things will work out for us as i really love him!

again...does it really matter?

Just now was just talking to my friends Iris and Jaz. I learn alot while chatting with Iris, she told me alot bout her and her ex. and alot bout relationship. it kinda hit me and now i'm thinking wheter i'm on the right road or not. i really love him (u shud know who), and i'm scared we will not have a future together as i cant see our future, not even imagine one for ourselves...again, does religion really matters?

I'm glad and I thank God everyday

Today wasn't such a nice day for me. firstly it is because i forgot to print out the summary to stick it together with my artwork. secondly it is submission day for CG, and i have no confidence in my project at all. it just wasn't nice but thank God ms gillian (my CG tutor), is sweet enuf to give me sometime to touch up on my artword and print the damn summary.

when i left the computer lab, i thought to myself that i need a break. so i went to the FCM Cafe and order a drink. there i saw this paralyse guy who is on the wheel chair. the lost his right hand and right leg. i see him struggling to move from a place to another although he was on a wheel chair but he hasnt got a right hand to push the wheel.

there and then, something struck me for a second. i tend to sit back and put aside my assignments and thought seriously about life. im so lucky to have all my body parts. sometimes i will complain bout hoe fat my arms are, how short my legs are, but come to think of it, im already perfect! i have all my limbs attached and above all i'm healthy. why should i complain so much? why should u? why should we?

I thank God for all the blessing He gave and since i'm perfect and i've gotto do something. Maybe I'm created in this world for a reason... God created me perfectly to help the unfortunate. I always say that i wanted to help the needy but i got no time, so whenever there is donation or smtg like it i will try my best to help. so if ur reading this right now i hope u will think bout helping the unfortunate ones : )

Scored again!

Today, i mean...oh look at the time...i mean yesterday, i had my group presentation which is the talk show....was a lil nervouse but not as bad as my first time presenting...this time was rather calm and confident.

My group was rather strong coz all the group members are very good (including me, hehe!)....anyway, our group member consist of Schajee, Carlyn, Aishah and Me! We did a talk show on dyslexia and i was the host.

After presenting i wasnt satisfied, but then results really gave me a shocked. My group scored 15/15. I scored full marks for both of my presentation and i am damn happy right now. So glad that we did it well, and so proud of ourselves.

Remember if u r gonna give a presentation, pls remember to follow the the tips i gave....if i'm not mistaken, i wrote it some where in my blog here...hehe!

All the best!

Not the right time...

I'm not feeling very well today. the weather is bad and every 1 is getting sick. I'm down with a fever and i caught a very bad flu plus i have headache n feel like vomitting. Hmph! Seriously, this is not the right time to fall sick! have to stay strong. I'm loaded with lotsa assignment which all due on one bloody day...

Been working damn hard till i finally breakdown today....at least now feeling better, cz still can blog. If i dun survive tonight, can u pls attend my funeral? hopefully u can fulfill my last wish....sobs....

all over again...

when last week ended i thought to myself that this week it wont be as hectic as the last...but no...things are doubled up!
i'm loaded with so many assignments.... i have 3 assignments for a single subject...damn! and all the submission dates are so close to one another. i wonder will i cope with it or will i just break down in the process of completing them?

i just have a short chat with steph, a msg from vimal and i also just receive a testi from pachu...i kinda miss all of them.
how i wish i will have time to make it to a gathering to meet them. i miss wendy, michele, ling, steph, tina, pachu, pavi, vimal, naresh, ruban and EVERYONE!
i feel so miserable now....sobss...

i jus finished my MDF report on one of the painting i chose from the National Art Gallery. hmm...i think i better not waste so much time blogging first, gotto plan and re-schedule all my stuff....oh no, i forgot, tomorrow i have CMC meeting...arghhh... *stay strong, girl* ...sobss....

anyway, this month i am damn broke. i use my money more than i supposed to. i still have to buy A3 paper for my design fundamental Texture project and have to buy alot more materials for my MDF finals.... hmm, i guess i have to talk to daddy...sobs again!